NARAZGEE

NARAZGEE KO JAB IS NASAMAJH MAN NE SAMJHA THA

TAB PEHLI BAAR HUMSE KOI KUCH IS KADAR RUTHA THA

KE USKI KHAMOSHI MERE MAN KO TOD GAI

KHUSHIYAA JAISE MERA SATH CHHOD GAI

UN AN-KAHE SHABDO NE ZINDGI BHAR KI PADHAI KO BHULA DIYA

INSAAN SE PYARA USKE SATH HONE KA EHSAAS HOTA HAI, YE SIKHA DIYA

WO SIKHA GAI,

KE ZISM OR RUUH HOTE HAI JAISE HO JAMEEN OR AASMAA

SATH HAI TO HAI ZINDGI,

NA HO TO MAUT SA HAI YE JAHAAN

IS NARAZGEE KE BHI KAYI ROOP BANNE LAGE THE

JAISE-JAISE ME SABKUCH SAMJHNE LAGA,

WAHI SE MERE SAPNE BHIKHARNE LAGE THE

BIKHARTE SAPNO KO BACHANE ME, MAIN KAHI KHO SA GYA THA

KE ISI DARMIYAAN MERE APNE THODI OR NARAZGEE JATANE LAGE THE

EK DIN

SAB KUCH CHHOD ME NARAZGEE KO MITANE NIKAL CHALA THA,

HAR KISI KO KHUSH RAKHUNGA, BAS YAHI SOCH RAHA THA

MUJHE KYA KHABAR THI,

KE YE BHI ZINDGI KA HI EK NAYA SABAK THA

THODI DUR NIKALA ME APNE KHAYALO ME

HAAN MITANE CHALA ME NARAZGEE APNE CHAHNE WALO SE

TO PATA CHALA YAHA HAR KOI EK DUSRE SE NARAAZ HAI

SAB MAN HI MAN ME BOHOT JYADA UDAAS HAI

KE NARAZGEE KE RANG BADALNE BHI LAGE THE

KAHI JAGAH TO DUSHMANI ME DHALNE LAGE THE,

ITNA SAB DEKH KAR ZINDGI NE FIR EK BAAT SAMJHAAI

KI IS JAMANE ME KUCH GINE-CHUNE LOG HI TERE HAI BHAI

HAR KISI KO KHUSH RAKHNA TERA KAAM NAHI

ZINDGI KO JIYE JAA,

BAS RAKH KHUDKA MAN OR VYAVHAAR SAHI.

TUM HO JAAO KABHI MUJHSE NARAAZ

TO BAS KHAMOSH MAT HONA

ANCHAHE MENE DUKHAYA HO DIL

TO GUSSE ME BHI BATA DENA

NAHI BATAYA TO HO SAKTA HAI ME KHUD KHUDS-SE HI NARAAZ HO JAAU

TUMHARI KHAMOSHI ME MAIN APNE AAP KO HI BHUL JAAU.

Faith

FAITH is what keeping me alive, it's everything for me in the void. There are times when every single path seems to vanish in doubts, fear, loneliness and then FAITH is the only weapon left to defeat the demons. 

And by this image you know what FAITH feels like. I sketched out it's meaning for me on a paper.